I feel much better from the pregabalin (And a little phenibut? - I'm sorry *cries*) lol..

The pregabalin mostly works, I just can't too much or I get side effects (Spaciness - Which the stimulant is supposed to treat).

I think.. I'm doing good. Yes, I am.. an addict (By definition) - But also? I'm also an "alt-right conspiracy theorist" (By definition of the state - because I watch corruption news, even though I'm a liberal - They keep track of my web searches etc, and I'm probably on an central intelligence agency list).

So all of that stuff.. I'm coherent most of the time.. Just tired.. As the world literally just keeps spinning..

And I got the damned Invega injection. I'll talk to my psychiatrist and tell him that I don't like needles, and don't trust who is handling the shipment and ingredients etc (Maybe it's in some warehouse, someone takes it and interrupts the line of travel, puts some prion or who knows what nanobot microchip nonsense etc). But it's very veeeryy unlikely.

But also, I specific said that I like paliperidone/Invega.. Just not so much that my neurochemistry is dimmed down to below enough to function, in spiritual realms.. and.. limit the potential, of my natural ability... to have a good life =/

With 0mg Invega? I'd probably be really agitated and trippy (Like that bipolar guy on the TV show, "Ozark").