Hugs. It's a tough time. But very easy to quit (With the right approach). Don't be upset with yourself, or let anyone else be mad at you.

Sometimes I wonder.. about different mental illnesses - Like "What brings someone to purge?" etc. And with psychosis, it's over for me basically, and I think "People in the world can still be psychotic/manic etc?".. It's strange.

Alcohol does give a little dopamine - But remember, the name for alcohol means "Soul eating spirit".

My mom doesn't drink much (Cuz I haven't for ~4 months) - But when she does (Rarely), I can't stand it. But good job, job.. On 6 weeks without ^- You can do it too cog =]