I went to bed at 3am and woke up at 8am. I wanted to go for a run but I didn't have the energy (At work) to do things as fast. I took afternoon Dexedrine, and can't sleep until night.

I can't decide things for myself.

I'm NOT REAL. Nothings is. That's my truth, and when I feel like I am, remember this. This is the REAL truth?

I'm stupid now for real.