My mom and brother were at my cousins wedding out of state from Friday morning until yesterday afternoon. So I had the house to myself. My sister was at her house since kids were not invited to the wedding. She didn't take the time at all to text me to see how I was doing. Which my mom found weird. I didn't tell my therapist about the wedding until after my mom had already RSVP so she couldn't push me into going. I just can't deal with that stuff. And I made the right choice. My mom said it was loud and chaotic all 3 days and I would have hated it. I had a nice semi non anxiety provoking weekend to myself. My therapist said I could email her if I wanted to and we made a list of things to do and not to do while I was home. My mom is taking me out to lunch today. I'm not sure why. Maybe because I deep cleaned the house. It was mostly my mess though, just the dishes from the food I had eaten. And I did the garbage and the recycling and I did the litter box twice. I just can't stand a mess. My mom has always been sort of OCD about how clean our house is and its kind of rubbed off on me.

Anyways it was a pretty good weekend.