I am starting to get cold feet. My workshop came about because my friend asked me to do one. So, I said yes, and decided to also offer life coaching sessions for those people who wanted more assistance. But, can I really build a solid life coaching business that earns me enough money to stay in my apt and live?

My mother has offered to buy a condo as an investment. She has offered this condo to me to live in, and she also offered that I can choose the location and the condo itself, as long as it's within her budget. She says I can live rent-free and only pay the condo fee and utilities. We are going to start looking in the fall, once my sister pays her back for money owed. I love this arrangement, which means I would have to break my lease and find a sublet to take over my lease. It would be prudent of me to move into the condo and live rent free.

Last night I went to bed worried I am making a mistake. I would be switching gears and putting my energy into a new business, and not into my current industry.

I post a lot on my happiness Facebook page about being positive in life, and about remaining positive in the face of adversity. And this is exactly where I am at: needing to remain positive in the face of adversity. I am not getting many interviews. Instead, I am getting multiple and repeated job rejections.

I feel like it's the Universe guiding and steering me in a different direction. I need to trust it, which is challenging for me when I need to be able to pay rent and bills, etc.

Maybe it's just too early in the morning, I am thinking too much, and I need more coffee to think more clearly. Anxiety can sometimes interfere with my ability to trust the process.