The first words God says are, "I give myself away". Just like, every second, we give ourselves away..

(I used to be complete atheist, so these thoughts are interesting to me. But only drive yourself a little nuts as much as you can handle, a little bit every day).

We don't need to figure everything out in one day ^-

I also realized that there is a creator of God, called "The all knowing spirit" - And it was always there, a neutral thing.. floating, for eons.

But I am be completely uninformed lol.. I just have my own weird thoughts too.. They can seem like scary thoughts at first.