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Originally Posted by Embracingtruth
The process is always just what's happening today and over time you can look back and see where you've gone. I nor my wife could have guessed we would be here this far down the road. But then again we weren't thinking that far ahead. We were just working on the present. Believe in you and accept those who are interesting into your life and just see where it goes. Everything happens for a reason, and you have to trust the process of living your life and understand when things do not work out, then that was the natural course of what it was supposed to do.
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I might be misreading this, but in my current mindset seeing where things go means accepting I will be alone and lonely for the rest of my life.
I must agree that it is nice to have friends but in my experience becoming friends with somebody you have or had feelings for always ends in her choosing for a partner. And me - it is always me - being left behind broken hearted and even more anxious the next time I dare to hope for something more.
Maybe I should not be wondering what is wrong with me then but rather how to cope with a life that is rendered completely meaningless for lack of social relations.