I'm never microdosing EVER again. Sure, I like the neuroplasticity - From such a small dose?, I had some of the most profound thoughts I've ever had... And just lying there, thinking really fast.. It's thought stimulating, I enjoyed it.

But I then tried to go to sleep, and had visuals/dreams while awake, then my heart would "jump", and I'd wake back up again (This hasn't happened in months).. I needed clonazepam to put me to sleep - After it felt like adrenaline was being released from my heart, after it squeezed.

I'm done. Only macrodosing (In the future - Maybe in a couple of years). I guess I just have to deal with how my mind is now..

The only things I'll use now, are "nootropics", just to improve cognition and such (Like nicotine, caffeine, etc).

I was really disappointed this morning, and just slept in. My dream job would be studying psychoactive chemicals, psychology and neuroscience (In some way)... Anyway, w/e. Lol =[