Other thing is I did lose a online friend from one forum to suicide, sadly. From what I remember of the suicide prevention forum we made friends on, the staff on there were a bunch of bullies and they bullied several members beyond what they could take (I was one of them), I left, but sadly some got driven to suicide cause of the staff there being such bullies. Then the staff there decided to start punishing members claiming it was the members who had caused the suicides - when it was the bullying mods/admins who did that.

I left that forum long ago and will never go back there even if they was to find out my current email address and beg me to go back there.

The other forum I lost touch with everyone (pretty much) offsite, that forum sadly had a major tech error thing go wrong - one day it was up and working fine, the next that forum (ADDForums) was gone. It never came back. Everyone there was wonderful and I will always miss that forum.