I spent the day at my sisters for a baby shower. It was fun until the only three people that I feel comfortable talking to left the party and then all of a sudden it felt like I was in an elevator. That sinking feeling in your stomach. I wondered around alone looking stupid afraid to talk to anyone so I eventually found myself in the kitchen and met this old lady who made me feel comfortable. So I ended up working for like 5 hours. She's a friend of a lot of people at the party but worked non stop anyway. I told her in July I'll be at an airbnb where there's a massive beautiful catholic church that I'll be going to. She drives past it all the time and wants to go with me to church. So maybe I'll make a friend.