Yesterday was a slightly better day than the way it's been but no big deal. Today was alright in the beginning but bad at the end. Another bit of weirdness as the paramedics get called to the apartment next to me. And then a fairly nice neighbor of mine acts like she's mad at me when I saw her this afternoon. My friend and I may not talk tonight because he has something going on; and I feel the need to talk to someone because I feel very down.

It's the way it always is. I feel alright but it's no big deal. And in no time things happen to make my mood plunge. And then it will stay that way for a good while. I guess I'm called by a divine being to have a down and depressing life. Oh well!