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Old May 23, 2023, 06:18 PM
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I feel like a failure sometimes because at times I feel like my mental health hasn’t improved all that much even though I’ve managed to stay out of the hospital since July 2017. especially when I dissociate and during that am not capable of anything. I also feel like I should have a job by now and be living independently 100%. But I’m still in supportive housing, have no job and have a very very very difficult time dealing with any kind of stress due to the trauma and BPD portion of my diagnoses.

I turn 29 the first week of June. I feel like I haven’t accomplished much in my 29 years aside from volunteering.

I’m also extremely ashamed of the bpd part of my diagnosis because there is so much stigma and sometimes I feel that everyone hates dealing with me

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Honestly even though I can check off some boxes with school and job etc I never feel good enough. Unfortunately the solution is changing the way you think not what you’ve accomplished.

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