a couple of my doctors have thrown in the towel on me.. they said im too difficult to treat, and they said i belong in a psych hospital...
thats not gonna happen.
i have to take my illness into my own hands...
self medicate... dr hop.....
i know the med regimen im gonna try..
lamictal titrating up 25mg per week, and klonopin 2 times a day, ativan as needed.....
i hope it works cuz i dont have doctors i can trust right now, only one.... he is still in my corner so far, and hopefully he will help me through this...
but first threat of hospitalization, and ill just change primary care doctors, or change health care plans if i have to.
ill hide in my corner, ill do what ive done all this miserable time, but i will not be misguided and manipulated and controlled or involuntarily hospitalized, no matter what!