when it goes wrong
i feel left out
ignored, misunderstood
in this depression bout.

I just need help
a hug or two
don't like feeling unwanted
by the chosen few.

understanding, care and love
not indifference or dislike
triggers the feelings
troubles my psyche.

but it's not my choice
to force folk
to forgive, speak, let go
or to have my heart broke.

j