So, it's been an interesting morning. Woke up at 1:30am (went to bed at 9). Went back and forth between working out and screwing around on the internet until 7 when my mom left for work, then I got high (MJ), then I took my valium, then I drank a beer, and now here I am feeling great that I don't feel myself. And it's not even 8am. I also made vegan sloppy joes. I didn't eat at all yesterday and I'm going to try not to binge today.