Today I got lots of writing done, for a change. I set new goals yesterday and I surpassed them today.

I am feeling a bit resentful of all the years I spent supporting my husband financially (this was mostly due to his disability although it was also his decision to spend 14 years in university getting a 4-year degree and teaching certificate). Now he is 64 and I am 54, and he retired a few years ago... while I have to train for a new career. We will use up all my pension savings otherwise.

He will get a small pension at 65 but it's not enough for us to live on.