Well, I certainly screwed myself over this time. My clinic can't get me in until the 7th of June. The receptionist told me they can refill my non-controlled substances but the Adderall is at the discretion of the doctor, and I was informed that he will probably say no. It's gonna be rough I'm sure going without, but I put myself in this predicament and I have to pay the price. It's all hitting at an awful time with the fact I run out on Sunday -- my pharmacy is closed on Sundays, Monday is a holiday and they are closed AND I won't be in town as of the 30th. That gives me a VERY limited window to even pick up my meds. I am really kicking myself for putting myself in this position. Normally I'm fighting the system to try to avoid this from happening, but I did this one to myself and I can't blame anyone but me.


At this point, I'm seriously considering just giving it all up and stopping therapy/meds and just try to acclimate. I know it's a stupid thing to consider, but honestly it seems a lot less stressful that way.