Wow, NP.
That's a long time.
I'm glad that P offered contact, and also that you can recognise what you need.
I also hope that you can find ways to distract during this time.
I hope it passes quickly for you.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin