I talked to my therapist today about her sigh. I told her everything it brought up in regards to the old therapist. See my blog in my signature. I still have this fear that it could happen again. This old therapist wasnt a mean person she was very nice, its just that she had a couple bad weeks and it seemed to come out on to me. I want to stop thinking about it and put it away. I just cant. Its like once that door has been opened it wont close again. I think I will take both of my therapists advice and work on it in EMDR. It probably has to do with my past also. Im going to ask my reg therapist to write me a short note saying that she isnt mad at me and she isnt going to hurt me on purpose. I cant stop worrying. I know its sounds like a baby.