T and E: I can’t believe that BOTH of my relationships with you will end in the near future. Why did my life completely fall apart? I hate it. Nothing feels like it is going to get better. I didn’t sleep last night, and am still awake. I had to call the crisis line twice last night, one at 3 am. Apparently that is a busy time.

Anyway, I will miss you this week when i am inpatient. Also, I am terrified of leaving. Already, and I haven’t even got there.