Hi ,

I have just turned the page, and just read this post, so I am very sorry to hear how you are feeling right now.

I dont feel that I can offer any great advice for you right now, other than find someone to talk this over with if you can,, maybe consider trying to share this with someone you can trust in the online support room ,in chat?

i hope this is enough just for you to enable to have some kind of dialogue about, sharing how you feel right now, and try to hold on , for the meantime........

take care, you can pm me anytime J

alevin