Day 8 of the cold. Like what is happening to me. I'm now on my 6th box of kleenex since this cold started. The nausea and stomach pain is a real ***** today too. I can't eat anything without it messing up my stomach. I just want answers so I can feel better. I was supposed to be getting a dog this summer and walking it all over the neighborhood and going back to work and getting my life together. Now I have to put the dog off until I can get these physical issues under control because I just am not in the right place to handle a dog right now considering I can barely breathe at this right effing moment. And I feel super guilty about not working. Its just been one thing after another since I moved 2 years ago. People tell me to go easy on myself and what I'm going through is justified. But its hard. I'm ok financially and I have great insurance. But I want to work. I did apply to 2 jobs about 1.5 months ago and I didn't hear back.
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