I think you should share these feeling with your psychiatrist. You may need a med change or adjustment. I too rely on meds but I was having thoughts my physician didn't like and told me to report to my psychiatrist. I'm weaning off one med and starting another now. I like the new med so far. I'm losing weight I gained on meds, I'm sleeping less not 12 hours a day more like 8 hours. It's really going well.