Ok, so I finally saw Jay again last night at the usual Wed night band/show. I finally showed my face after taking a couple weeks off. I wore a super sexy summer dress and was given a lot of compliments. One friend of mine told me, "that is the biggest F u dress" (meaning towards Jay), lol. I didn't consciously intend it, but I guess a part of me deep down was thinking "eat your heart out", at Jay, lol.

I had fun...

Jay and I were able to hang out just fine as friends... it was good. I got over my initial nervousness.. and I was nervous about seeing him.