Thanks for understanding why I copied you into that email.
I am bracing like nobody's business, and the anniversary is four days away.
Please help me to talk about the feelings and not get caught up in technicalities.
I clearly need to make some art or something, because this level of Feeling is not sustainable.
I don't think you'd mind if I wrote letters to him for the next 10 days and shared them, but...facing those feelings might turn me inside out.
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin