On a similar note, I spoke with Jay by phone this morning, for the first time in several weeks and since we broke things off. His married best friend has been hitting on me this last week, it makes me very uncomfortable, so I reached out to Jay about it over text, which prompted a call from him. We actually had a really nice conversation! I told him how I felt about his friend hitting on me. And then it just kind of evolved into more conversation from there. We talked about us briefly. He said that I am looking for "serious serious" and he says maybe he is meant to be a single gypsy. In response, I told him I am NOT looking for "serious serious", but that I did want things to develop. What I meant by that is I am not looking to get hitched right away again or even move in with someone again any time soon. Eventually, I may want to get married again, or at least be in a lifelong committed relationship. I don't need marriage necessarily, but commitment, I would eventually want, yes. Anyways, we talked and it was really good to talk to him again, but as friends. I do. miss his company. I told him I miss kissing him, lol, and said that he is a very good kisser. I think I made him blush. He told me I looked "amazing" and "very hot" the other night.... a part of me hopes or wishes that he still wants me... or feels desire for me.