I'm pretty sure I'm hypo right now and that I was in a mixed state the past couple of days. I'm holding things together but it's very hard and when I saw my therapist she even said I seemed hypo. The problem I'm having is that the negative entity is back and that it's running its hands down my back and I can feel it resting on my shoulders and when I look at myself in the mirror I don't recognize my own face because it's staring out through my eyes. I am getting very paranoid. Luckily I see my pdoc on Wednesday so I can talk to him about these problems I'm having and see if he can help me. I'm not suicidal or anything like that. I can just hear the negative entity taunting me and telling me, "I'm here." I don't like it at all. I just want to write my novel without the negative entity bothering me.

Don't know. Sorry. Had to vent.