Well we'll well. I managed to drug myself into two hours of rest which is better than nothing but I have to conserve my prn seroquel because I'm allotted 100prn but the pharmacy only gave me 50mg tablets for some reason. Idiots. I'm kind of novel stuck right now so I'm contemplating in the bedroom right now. I think my problem is that I stopped taking my full loxapine dose on purpose because it makes me feel awfully weak and I don't like feeling weak but obviously I shouldn't have done that so I took the full dose before I went to bed last night. I drugged myself to sleep by taking 600mg of seroquel and seven benadryl even if benadryl doesn't make me tired for some reason it's very strange. I am NO LONGER ****ing with my meds!