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That's why I hate myself. I'm not overly emotional in the sense that I'm crying all the time. Or taking offense about something and become hysterical. I can't cry anymore because of the meds. My emotions are blunted. But I know I'm so angry at myself for being such a nothing. I can't make decision. I can't stop people pleasing. I'm a pushover . To try and combat this I have a quick temper. My prefrontal cortex ( the executive decision making part of my brain ) is underdeveloped. Everything is out of whack. I don't know how I've managed to live this long.
So my question is as overly emotional as I am , most of the world is 10x worse ! And I hate them because you can't talk to an overly emotional person !
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