@bizi


Thank you so much, bizi! My father died several years ago. I am much more like him then I am like my mother, even if I have some traits from her as well. The real problem I talked about in the long post, was remembering my teen age years, the way it was, feeling that I was not accepted. It was as if I was that teenage girl again. I crashed. It is strange how it is possible after many years to still be pushed back into old feelings.

I have a good relationship with my mother now. I had a good therapist in my student time, that helped me to see myself and value my good traits.

Thanks again for taking the time to read the long post. I very much appreciate that you did that!