I want to become a gastroenterologist one day and that’s what keeps me living. Because I know one day I will make it. I can do this. Everything’s going to be ok. 3 years ago when I was 15 I got in a relationship and that changed me forever. He was abusive, controlling, manipulating, forceful. He really ruined my life. Before I met him I was doing great, focused on myself, and really was doing amazing. After I met him I stopped everything, stopped taking care of myself, gained lots of weight and stretch marks, stopped brushing my teeth, he was an awful human being who really ruined my life for the worst. In August of 2022 I met my true soulmate but it ended badly because my ex harassed him, threatened to beat him up, accused me of cheating. Did everything in his power to make sure I wasn’t with no one else but him. It’s a long story but I miss Keegan everyday of my life because he was my soulmate. I regret giving that man Angelo the time of day ever. It’s a long long story but let’s not focus on the past no more let’s focus on the future and bettering ourselves for the future. Let’s become a gastroenterologist. It will be the most painful hardest thing I have ever done but I’m going to do it and accomplish it.