I ate some of a yellow melon last night for dinner and went to lie down in my moms bed figuring she'd wake me up if I was asleep when she got home and tell me to go to my own room.

I woke up at 12:45 in a panic thinking I had slept through her trying to wake me up. I found her on the couch and told her she could go to her room and asked what happened. She said she didn't want to wake me up. She said she was glad to get to her room though.

Today my pain is pretty bad. I couldn't sleep after I went to my room. I finished my book and listened to music and it distracted me. I went to watch the news at 5:30 and I was in so much discomfort. I took a couple tylenol and a zofran and a valium and I fell asleep on the couch until 8:30 and then I felt like things were managable.

Things are for sure getting worse though with this stomach pain. I just have to hang on until Thursday morning.

Now things just suck. I've tried everything I can and I'm in a lot of pain. I've tried everything my gastro doctor prescribed. Plus my psych meds. And tylenol and Icy Hot. And I still feel like ripping out my intestines. I'm just lying down now since I can only get out of bed to use the bathroom. I've had some watermelon which normally helps my stomach.

This cold can go shut it too.