It's early in the day still for me. I'm feeling more depressed lately. Last Friday and Saturday were bad days but it's calmed down now. But yet I feel like I'm recovering from last week. I'm mainly feeling bad about where I live because there seems to be a lot of bad feelings from my neighbors lately.

I'm still feeling depressed at this time, even though I had an exam for my skin to check for skin cancer earlier today. The doctor told me that he's impressed by what he's seen of me. I didn't sleep well last night because of the anxiety of the appointment. Even though it's a relief, I'm still feeling down. It's like I'm expecting something bad to happen, but as of now, there's nothing threatening.

Also my friend sounds depressed when I talk to him on the phone. He tells me that he's feeling alright. But I don't think so. He's been telling me it's my imagination because of having depression for me. I don't know about that.