ok, some of that was just ********
the **** that comes to mind when i'm feeling down

the truth is this
well, i thought i could have some fun in the community with fellow fans/stans of this actor, and I'm ok as long as I'm replying to their posts, but if i make my own posts...silence.
It's about being ignored in the community. it's making me feel bad for my obsession. i really don't think i obsess or behave any different that others in the community. why do they have so many likes and I get the silence?