I'm really down on myself over my poor interviewing skills yesterday. I really messed up.

There were a couple of moments when I wasn't very articulate with my thoughts, and once I finished saying what I was saying, she didn't reply to me and just moved on with the interview. It was recorded, too. That's a first. I should have said I don't want it recorded. I don't think I am getting a call back for this one.

Maybe it's just as well, since they are reportedly very clique-ey? And the average age is from 20's-30's? I would be an outlier, being 52 years old! I don't need or want that. And, I didn't do well with a clique-ey culture in my last job.

I am trying to make myself feel better if I get rejected.

I have one other job possibility on the table, with New Balance, the sports company. It's a 6-month freelance role with possibility of turning full-time. A recruiter is working with me on that one.