I woke up with a headache this morning.... a hot shower and tylenol didn't help, i think it's because last week's session left me with a t-hangover, and I sorta kinda don't want to come today. I'm still so ping-ponging between wanting more time and not. I feel like these coda meetings combined with the writing I continue to do may just be enough on their own, so.... oh we should just talk about it.