Same here. I'm still coping with my depression and it's been 6 months since I got out of the hospital. I'm not yet well seeing as I still find myself contemplating about suicide and stuff.

My mind tells me it's bad. Talking to a friend or a family member may help? I don't talk about it to anyone from my family coz they never understand me... I just talk to 1-3 friends. They guide my thoughts and actions, and help me realize that I have every reason to live, no matter how I think I don't.

Hope you'll find answers to your questions soon ;]

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