Mom got badly sunburned and exhausted and wanted to come home so come home we did. Don’t know if I mentioned that. The morning we traveled I had a case of food poisoning or something because we had to stop every 10 miles for me to be violently ill. It was a truly miserable trip. It was heavenly to finally reach home.

One of the hardest things for me to accept and deal with with this mental illness is SI. I take lithium for it but that doesn’t always quiet the beast. Dealing with that terribly today. Deep down, I know I have many blessings and a bright future. It doesn’t feel like that right now. I’m sad, defeated and dismal.

Going to try to force myself to go to the pool and float today on a sunny day.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.