I overheard someone joking about me today and I can’t get it out of my head, my self esteem is like negative 1,000 right now

I hate myself

I really am starting to feel like everyone hates me and wishes I was dead or not here. Like in my apartment complex.

I was called a ***** and made fun of directly by someone last week with zero provocation, someone obviously off their meds.

But being made fun of by people who work here is what I overheard today and it hurts even more

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