In saying at that time period I was a strange and crazy person who seemed to crush on the entire friend group. Which is so embarassing to think about because they were the first ones to listen about my feelings that's when I meant that boy (Teeg) which was friends with another boy called Odin. Which at the time was interested in me, we never dated I guess because I crushed on his friend Cameron I was so dumb back then I cringe at my behaviour. I wish I understood that it was my emotional neglect that was making me attach to men like that when they gave me a crumb of attention... It's something that I wish I could tell. In saying that. Teeg the one I dreamed about defended me and he's not responsible for what his friend said that's all on Caelum who said it. He's not friends with Caelum. Caelum has autism but he should know right from wrong he got the whole conversation when I was trolling him. I trusted Teeg. Then Teeg got Braden to give him caelums number and he pretended to be me to tell him that he was the scum of the earth. In saying all this. This is why I don't date because I just have weird attachment things with men and have a liability to becoming emotionally attached over every crumble of attention they give me. So yeah I'm still very embarrassed with my conduct at highschool. Which is why I remained single... I just think of myself well it's embarrassing