I was on too many medications at one point- my doctor and I tried to make changes outside the hospital but ultimately I ended up inpatient.

How about that approach? Try to make changes at home- and then if it gets to be too much, go to the hospital. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks. Sure, it was difficult, and it disrupted my life- but it was so worth it.

Going to the hospital felt like a failure and it was quite scary, but I'm fine now and my balance is much better. Good luck!