Thanks for the reply
Yes, i have a basic understanding of what ptss and depression are
But also they have things in common i think
and like when i feel down is that because of the nightmares and triggers and stuf - so part of the ptsd..
Or is it's completely own thing - depression..
Well i was just wondering about this stuff - i guess it does not really matter though

I almost feel bad for feeling this way though, after all he's at home now and in ways I do feel better because of it... But still feel bad.. worse then used to be. It feels like I let him down though he's finally at home from the hospital and I can't even be happy - he doesnt need a depressed brother on top of his health struggles right now..

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