What I realized is what when I meet a man whole time but the romance part was exaggerated because you've never had any man give you genuine advice or listen to your feelings. So basically your neglect messes up how you actually define relationships and friendships. Don't us people know that aye. Oh well. Men as friends are better anyway relationships are scary, you're trapped without a choice, I'd rather have my freedom. Friendship is a different type of love and people don't prioritize it because they think romantic relationships fix everything. They don't, you fix you nobody else can.