My work week starts up again today. Woke up around 6am (feeling well rested), so I decided to catch up on tasks and errands that I've been avoiding. There's a lot, especially for having only six hours to do them!
Obviously, it's not necessarily a bad thing to do errands or even be busy, but this does fall into a known pattern for me. Spend several days "dormant," with no energy and sometimes low mood, with a day of high energy, where I knock out three to four days of work in six hours.
I don't think this is hypomania, mania or will even develop into them, but I can never say never. I'll keep an eye out.
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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