I'm reading Elliot Pages memoir and at one point his therapist said to him "why don't you put cheese on your broccoli?" Oh how many times you've said similar things to me. I've been weighing myself like crazy lately but the food stuff you know about. Not the quitting coffee part and why though. Or how concerned my mom is about my eating and how she trys to get me to eat every night.

I ate something outside of the norm today and now I feel like ripping out my intestines.