Btw, she has ignored two women who she felt overwhelmed by that I know of. One of them wrote nobels for emails & talked about herself to much. The other one used her for free meals & movie tickets. She said nothing to them other than she’s always busy.

So I think she might be annoyed by me too but she doesn’t want to say what it is exactly. All that I can tell frim what she told me so far is that I need to drive to her place mote often or meet her halfway.

She has almost always offered to pick me up or drive though. And maybe she’s tired of hearing about some things even though she doesn’t say it exactly.

I listen to her talk though. It’s like I can’t just say whatever I feel like anymore & it sucks. I thought that she was suppportive & non judgemental, but maybe be I’m wrong about that.

She did kind of lecture me about how she was treated badly & abused but she worked hard & went to school & got a degree anyways. I can’t do what she does. I don’t have money or support from anyone at all.

I’m not that smart either I tried taking classes in computer ls & dropped out because I wasn’t getting anything unlike everyone else.

I wish that I would’ve krpt most of my personal business to myself as even people who seem no ln judgemental are still judgemental in some ways of other people.

I wonder if she resents me in some wat or thinks of me as being weak or lazy now for not being able to work despite my many disabilities?

Also, her husband might’ve said something to influence her negatively. He seems like he likes me, but you never know.