I'm just hanging out with my serving of chips and 2 Clif kid bars and 1 regular size can of Coke, one mini can of Coke, and one 20oz zero sugar Coke. I also had a small iced matcha latte with skim milk, and and a small iced tea.

I'm kind of low on energy and tired, but my stomach is ok. My mom says chips and granola bars won't keep me going. Its just I had that Lean Cuisine yesterday and couldn't get out of bed after 2PM because I was in pain.

So idk.

I'm hungry but I'm scared to eat anything because I'm scared I'll be in pain. So I'm just sitting here with my stomach rumbling drinking water.

I'm tired of my therapists healthy at any size talk. I am not medically healthy being 20 pounds overweight. I don't care if she herself is healthy being over 300 pounds. Not everyone is the same. She shouldn't be cookie cutting people like that.