I was really struggling a lot last night with my stomach pain after eating something I don't normally eat. I went to lay down at 2PM and I was just in so much pain. I sent a couple texts to my mom and one meme, and they weren't really like S texts just more like "whats the reason if this continues." My mom said it sounds like I'm still dealing with post medical procedure depression

Then I fell asleep and I woke up at 8PM with what I thought was a lot of anxiety. I was going to take a valium but I decided on tylenol instead. And thats what I needed. I didn't take my first valium until 9:30 this morning.

Today I'm just taking it easy on my stomach and trying not to get it worked up like yesterday. If I eat a few safe foods, I'm fine. Yeah its probably considetred food restriction but its better then being in physical pain and then getting depressed.