oh gosh L health stuff has come up this week that is threatening my equilibrium. i want to try to handle this for now and not call you unless I find out i have to reschedule Friday's session. I will know tomorrow. Although I don't know what good it would do to talk about it now before I actually really know anything diagnosis-wise - I'm nervous about the upcoming test and of course scared that I have the C word, because it's a possibility per my dr. A small possibility, but still, a possibility. Maybe talking about it would help, but maybe it would just make me more nervous. I think I want to try to just forget about it until the next test, whenever it is going to be.