I haven't been on in a while due to a lot of change. Grad school didn't like me as a counselor, which meant finding something new while still wanting to help others.... I tried, then I got hurt on the job and everything got worse. Then the same person hurt me again. Needless to say, I left. But its been 2 months and all I found was an inventory job that made my body hurt more. Tuesday was rough... all I did was kneel down, and my knee started to hurt. I need a job that I can't be hurt. And I am engaged to be married in a few weeks. 2 monts and 3 days.

I should be happy but I am distracted and can not seem to get things done. I had an anxiety attack memorial day weekend. My mental health is taking a turn, and no there is no T on board as mine left me for a private practice..... grrrrrrrrr

Tring to do this alone and realizing I need outlets. places where people read and might comment. GIVING what ever support can be given to make things better.

There has been lots of change. I need to lose weight, and I need to find out why I feel crappy sometimes... could be gluten.... I should call my doc and ask for a gulten test. I was told it is 50% accurate.... when I haven't had gluten I start to feel better.... is that a sign??!

Just thought I would check in and say hi.